Itha sab kyun milta hai tujhse........

kyun ye maddham sansen tumhe aaj bhi dhundhti hai

tham jana bilkul nahi chahti ye aaj bhi ghumti hai

ruki thami si baaten khayalon ko chu jati hai

na chake bhi yaad aati hai

teri har vo baaten, teri har vo yaaden 

chahe anchahe main bhi chahti hoon, 

fir kyun tujhko thukrati hoon

dekha hai mene teri haaton ki lakiron ko

lagta hai meri hi lakiren hain vo

main haira hoon thodi paresha hoon

itna sab kyun milta hai tujhse

haath, lakiren, khwahishen, takdiren

tu kahi vo hi toh nahi 

ek hissa mera hi kahin

janna chahti hoon tujhe aur

kese samajh le ta hai tu meri har saur

tu hamesha yun hi rehena

main kahun ya na kahun 

tu hamesha mera dil sunna

main toh bavli buddhu hoon 

itna nahi samajhti hoon

tu batana, mujhe samjhana

abhi nahi toh kabhi aur sahi

teri aankhon ko janungi 

teri har raah pehechanungi 

abhi nahi toh kabhi aur sahi

abhi haira hoon thodi paresha hoon

ki itna sab kyun milta hai tujhse

haathon ki  lakiren ye khwahishen ye takdiren.

Tum samajh hi na sake..........

tum samajh na paye mere dil ko
na hi main samjh pai shayad
koshish toh bahut ki kehene ki
par kehe na pai shayad

vo nazdikiyan bhi ajib thi
chahat si na lagi mujhe kabi
ruke hi nahi tum, jaldi bard gaye
samjhe hi nahi tum, sab kuch kar gaye

ek jhoka sa laga mujhe
sab ek dhoka sa laga
kyun hua kese hua
samajh hi nahi pai
sab ek mauka sa laga

tum toh shayad khushi hi the
par kash mera dil bhi dekha hota
main toh kehe na saki
par tumne shayad mera dil bhi padha hota.......

दुख: है......:-(

दिल में बहुत दर्द है
क्या बताऊँ किसे सुनाऊँ
हँस तो रही हूँ दिखावटी
पर इन आँसुओं को कैसे छुपाऊँ

एक ख्वाहिश है दिल में
जो कुचल दी सबने
आब तो थामे भी थमते नहीं हैं आँसू
बची  है तो बस एक दबी सी आशा

तरस गई
बहुत बरस गई
नजाने कब वो दिन आएगा
जो विशवास जगाएगा
अब डर डर के जीती हूँ
जी जी के पीती हूँ आँसू

दर्द बहुत है दिल में
क्या बताऊँ किसे सुनाऊँ
हँस तो रही हूँ दिखावटी
पर इन आँसुओं को कैसे छुपाऊँ।।

Surprising Moment...!!

It feels wow when things happen unexpectedly when we really need it. I was returning home, it got around 10 in the night. I was running to catch metro. As i heard the sound of train arriving i ran, wanted to catch that train. I reached at platform; people were coming out, going in. I could not find space in that bogie to board it. I slowly moved forward, doors were still open i saw first chamber had some space to sit. But as i was about to reach the door it got closed. It felt bad, was blaming bad luck. I turned around towards the wall of the platform was looking down on the road in sadness. I thought ok now ten minutes more i have to wait. I started checking my phone. Suddenly i heard metro horn and got shocked it came within a minute? As i turned back it was the same metro which i thought was gone. It's doors were opening. I saw the driver came out and indicated me to get in. Oh!... I got so happy and surprised, can't forget. Thank u....;-)

Remembering the Beautiful Phase of Life.......:-)

I some time feel that "kyun bade ho gaye hum toh chote hi aache they". I remember when i used to see cartoons, the whole day no responsibility, no pressure, those were the happiest days. I some time laugh knowing that i remembered the maximum cartoon songs and used to recite them running all over in the home. Now when my mumma asks that if i still remember those songs aankh main aansu aa jate hai "yes mumma i still remember". I am happy remembering my childhood and then some days later i would be happy remembering this phase. It’s life. And yes life's beautiful.